This whole limbo stage is strange. The period where you know things will shortly be changing, but you aren't quite there yet, and there is only so much you can do before they actually happen. Like now, I'm packing up boxes, but I'm running out of stuff that I'm willing to give up for two weeks..and also boxes. I just keep running through all the plans we have for the future, getting incredibly excited for them, and I just want it all to happen now! Someday maybe I will learn patience. :)
Everything I want to happen right now: Have our apartment packed up and empty, move a couple things into Alli's for the deployment, be in San Antonio/Houston celebrating our birhtdays. Thats what I would love to have happen tomorrow if possible. I want our taxes done, return in hand, and at least 2 of our credit cards paid off. Now we aren't crazy in debt, we mostly have little balances, but for different stores.. hence the problem.
I feel like lately, things down here are home. We have friends, we make plans, I no longer want to sit in the house all day and talk to no one cuz I'm depressed. I want to go out, do things, learn new things, meet people. Finding out who true friends are when you need them the most. People will always suprise you, in good and bad ways, and I am just so grateful that lately it has been all good. I'm glad to have finally put "the college life" behind me. Making grown up decisions, with mature friends. This isn't to say that we never go out and goof off, because most of our life is goofing off, but its nice to to know there are plenty of other girls my age who will be here soon and we can all get through this together. <3
Love to new friends and old!
I'm still waiting for patience to hit me, so when you find some, tell me how so I can get some too. And from what I can tell, that limbo stage of waiting for things to come from decisions you've made never really goes away. Yeah, we're still in that limbo stage. Things will be better! We love you two!! ♥
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