Another week is over. I think last night was the first night that it hit me that its getting dangerously close to the deployment. I cried. I am so excited for everything to come, but I just dont want to be apart again. Deployments are never easy, no matter how much you prep beforehand, and I know there will be stupid fights, and lots of crying, and days of wondering where and if he's ok.. and I'm just not ready for that all again yet. But there isn't one thing that you can do about it. So I'm just trying to put a smile on, and enjoy the time we have left together. Come on packers! Pull off a win today!
I'm a little upset. I've been trying to go to Houston for months..and we finally pick some dates to go, find out Lindsay is off work, and now it looks like it wont happen. So we have to find new dates.. try and work around everyones schedule, because I will go! I dont care! I want to see Lindz. She was my closest friend when she was here, and it stinks that life happens and gets busy and you lose time to talk. But 6-8 hours away isn't across the country and I regret not trying harder in the past to see her. So I am going!
The airforce life is never easy. Sometimes I wish just one thing that I really want would work out.
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